请帮忙回答一下I am sorry that I put before you abandoned, but now I would not like before, I would like to firmly grasp you, so you go. On the past, I will write you short-depiction, on now, I will firmly you Treasure, Cai Bin. I really love you. Do not leave me.，谢谢。

这是看不太懂的英语  哈哈 像是先写了中文，再让“谷哥哥”翻的

我很抱歉在你放弃之前我现放弃，但是现在我不会像以前那样，我会紧紧抓住你，所以你离开。在以前，我将会写给你一个短的（depicition写错了吗？），而现在，我将紧紧抓住你。珍重，蔡斌。我真的爱你。不要离开我。